Em hotep!

I haven't really written in this blog for awhile, so I thought I would give a little update. Me and my boyfriend have moved safely to Burnaby, thank Netjer. We found a nice apartment, with really nice managers. I have yet to find a job, though I did get a call from Panago today, they're only looking for part time people, I should have said I could do part time, but Netjer willing I'll find something better. I've really been thinking about senut, and I think that once we get our place organized completely, and I find a job and get into a routine, I will start doing it on a regular basis. I need some spiritual grounding to keep me focused. I want to find some good kemetic music (I actually really want Ankh: the sounds of ancient egypt, but I can't find it anywhere) because music really sets a mood for me.

I was poking around somewhere (I think it was the house of netjer message boards, but I honestly can't remember) and I found someone talking about worship, and how they love to see everyone doing it. That it doesn't matter how you are doing it just that you are and you are connecting with the divine. I thought that very much described how I think about that. I think worship is a beautiful thing, any form of it. That's probably why I'll stop at Christian, or other faiths' television channels just to see how they do it. I'm not too interested in going to a church though, to be honest, unless it is for something that is not church related. It's not that I'm afraid of them or anything, it just doesn't interest me to listen to their bible ( I know there is more to it than that), because I've read passages from it, yet I still can't see how anyone could believe it to be the complete truth. Moral teaching sure, every faith needs those, but an instruction manual for life, I really don't think so. I have nothing against Christians who believe in it as literal truth, but I disagree and that's all there is. I have never and will never be Christian. It is a beautiful faith, but some of it's practices don't sit right with me (and I don't believe Jesus existed as one man). Anyways that's my update.

Senebty!