Neglect

I think I've neglected this blog for far too long. It doesn't matter that no one reads it, I want to write in it.

I've been having a hard time lately, with life and death and other such things. Sometimes they can feel like they're getting in the way of my faith, even though I know that Netjer is helping me through. I do feel like I've been lazy, not even saying as many silent prayers as I used to, and I've done senut once in the past year. Though, I did read something on another blog saying that they have a hard time doing senut as well, maybe I'm the same in that I'm not ritual minded, I had a hard time with it when I was "pagan", I do like structure, rules, not the wishy-washyness of some other faiths I've read and tried. But I have a hard time saying something that feels scripted...I don't know. I think this year I'm going to really try, maybe I'll do my own version of senut, not necessarily calling it that, but I do like praying with candles and incense. :P

Senebty!